Thursday, September 30, 2004

songs the radio needs to stop playing:
franz ferdinand | take me out (guys, its been SEVEN MONTHS. give it a FREAKING REST.)
the killers | somebody told me (see above.)
u2 | vertigo (i don't know guys, its just SO BAD.)
eminem | the new song, i don't know what its called. (he's a cheap and lazy bastard by taking almost every song he's ever made and putting it into one 'super song'. hi. how about some originality.)
the tea party | the writing's on the wall (i dislike this song so much that im embarrassed that my page is called 'the writing's on the wall')
dashboard confessional | vindicated (um, its old. quit it.)
anything by scott stapp. (um, i think this is pretty self-explanatory.)
anything by good charlotte. (also pretty self-explanatory.)
linkin park | breaking the habit. (i wonder if the radio knows that they broke the song. and the habit.)

there. had to get that off my chest. feel much better now. :)


Tuesday, September 28, 2004

its cloudy outside right now.

i LOVELOVELOVE cloudy.

this is my kinda weather. now if only it were more like 15 degrees instead of 20.

i suppose i can't have it all. at least not just yet. :\
Friday, September 24, 2004

103 things you may or may not know about me.

you know you want to read it. doit.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004

currently listening to: breakfast television

yay ashley! thank you for coming to visit me yesterday! it was *so* good to see you! :)

in other news, 27 FREAKING DEGREES?!?!?!?!

there honestly aren't enough to words to say how badly i want fall weather. this is really pissing me off, to no end.

for FUCKS SAKES BRING ON THE FALL.

oh, im getting my haircut on saturday. FINALLY. its SO LONG its driving me NUTS.

I. WANT. FALL. NOW!!!!
Monday, September 20, 2004

currently listening to: edge 102 | matt good - alert status red

my left ankle is acting up something FIERCE. this is the ankle that i tore everything in when i was in high school. and today, its HELLA sore. its so bloddy uncomfortable i just wince all the time.

i like seeing emails from sam in my inbox. she's cute and i miss her tons. im glad she got my package today, considering she leaves on thursday for her adventure down-under. i just know that kid is gonna do great things with her life. she'll make an awesome doctor.

im......ok. i bounce back and forth between good and not good. and as much as that's to be expected, i still don't like it. it means i could be anywhere and have a total breakdown and not be able to do anything about it.

i think i am FINALLY going to get a haircut on saturday. i am going to call tonight and make my appointment and i hope to GOD i can get one. my hair feels rediculous.

we have a stupid lab meeting at 3. its gonna be LOOOONG. and then i still have to do work afterwards. oh well. i guess this is what i signed up for.

i am going to unofficially audit human physiology. get a bit of a basis of it. should be fun, i hope. at the very least, interesting.

time for me to lab-it-up.
Friday, September 17, 2004

why is it, that when i WANT to look good, i feel like i never do, yet when i grub it up in a sweatshirt, sweatpants, and my hair in an "im not even trying" ponytail, i look really cute?
Thursday, September 16, 2004

currently listening to: dawson's creek (tv)

i guess thats just it, then.

"it's hard, because as much as you're fighting each other, you're fighting yourself."

the battle's over no one wins. and we're both casualties.

and my eyes won't stop leaking.
Monday, September 13, 2004

im sure i'll get shot for saying this, but enough of this 20+ degree weather already.

bring on the fall!
Sunday, September 05, 2004

holy major freak out, batman.

im much calmer now, because i've figured it out.

here's the backup: my computer? was fucked for a while. i didn't know what the shit was going on. it was beeping on startup, and it looked like nothing was happening because the monitor wouldn't come on.

i have since figured out a) that stuff WAS happening, and my harddrive is not fried, nor is my processor, because once i thought it might have gotten to the point of starting up, i hit the enter key with the speakers on (to log me onto windows) and i heard the sound.

major phew emitted at that point.

so it became a video card/monitor thing.

then i hauled my monitor up to karrie's room to test it.

its not the monitor.

its the video card.





which sucks. because my video card is integrated to my motherboard.

the motherboard i *just* bought for a good chunk of money.





i feel like crying. in fact, i was crying. which tells me that i really need to get more sleep.

im sorry i bombarded you with those emails. i panicked, didn't know what else to do. i guess im just not that good in an electronic crisis. :$ i miss you. a *lot*. :(

time to go receipt hunting i guess. :S

edit: found receipt. phew. now, look for warranty/gaurantee. :S
edit: warranty is 3 years. thank FUCK. now i just have to figure out what the fuck im going to do. :\






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